Dear Someone Special -

There are some words I need to say to you, yes words
But I can't seem to get them through my lips...
I think them, as I look at you but I can't I just can't seem to say them.

There's no right moment,
The weight of the words is so heavy, so very heavy!
All those feelings, emotions, desires tied to words
I can't utter...

My mind says run, run, run
My heart is fragile and stubborn

I don't know how to tell you that I love you so very much...
That just the thought of you makes me smile...
That I would a wait a lifetime ...

But you confuse me,
do you know
is it better if I am silent?
do you want me to be silent?
is it just fear?

give me a sign
let me see past the love to
reality
let me know what is real

let me know

will I regret not saying the words?
years from now will I wish I'd had the guts to say
I Love YOU!

How long can I hold this
hold the words
the desires

risk assessment:
what do I lose if I speak
what do I lose if I am silent

Ah, they seem the same don't they
Surely, this will pass eventually...